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Porcelain

by Porcelain

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1.
Would you repeat the distance Just to put you further away from me I may be curious but I won't ask you anything at all Are you sure that this is the best timing Do you feel as afraid as me I may be curious but I won't ask you anything at all
2.
We can count down from negative numbers Will we outlast others, I do wonder I'm always looking for a shortcut, an easy way around Although this doesn't feel unfamiliar It's different from before, rather than better I'm always looking for a reason to come around Daydreaming in the dark I'll sleep this off I'm not so lost Now that your body's gone So for now I'll long for Daydreaming in the dark
3.
It's almost been a year By the time this goes out probably a year and a half By then two years since you were above with deep breaths and mistakenly thinking that this was a good idea As if it's somehow conducive to a better year I'll sing for you You can drink to me We've everything to lose but that's it I don't hold that candle anymore I burn for different things Now I weigh it up What I've learned against what I never knew It's probably best that we didn't see it through because it never was enough Now I'm not waiting up Sleepless nights, long days, and faking love It took a while but now I know that it never was enough Now I'm thinking of... It's almost been five years By the time this goes out an anniversary should be here Avoiding eye contact and faking love with a touch on me Thinking that this was a good idea As if it was ever conducive to a better year I'll forgive you, you can forget me We lost everything we had but that's it I don't hold that candle anymore I burn for different things Now I weigh it up What I've learned against what I never knew I know it's best that we didn't see it through because it never was enough Now I'm not waiting up Sleepless nights, long days, and faking love It took a while but now I know that it never was enough Now I don't think of it much
4.
Leave me hanging If you don't then I will It's not like I had a choice but to wait up A promise notwithstanding Are you guilty of it Still I lay awake Were you feeling run-down Did I catch you on the rebound Not wanting to be found out This is the eve of the eve It's the beginning of the end of everything Is this not what you wanted Leave me stranded Until you've had your fill I'll see you in a week or two when you wake up A simple misunderstanding I must've tortured him for years that I pissed away You should've seen the colour fall from his face Every single shade of hate -Were you ready for this -Were you ready for anything
5.
I'm sat in an empty room devoid of the things that failed to prove their worth to me I can't see you, which says more than I ever could Now I'm blue I'm not above admitting that I'm not happy for you Time didn't change that crueler trait so I'll lie as liars do I'm sat in the shade of a tree The youth of the people here just killing me When did I become the oldest in any place after years of being the green one Now I'm bitter too I'm not above admitting that I'm not happy for you Time didn't change that crueler trait so I'll lie as only liars do
6.
Some days I get a taste of the bad nights I'm not struggling and I can't even rhyme right I put a pen to the paper and I can't even write I'm telling myself not to ask you anything tonight I'll be to you What the daylight is to the moon I'll be to you What a lie is to the truth The distance is irrelevant The signals are everywhere I've learned to forget them You were always good at that Did you get a sense of the limelight The centre of attention That's just what your life's like Speaking louder than needed In hopes they'll overhear our conversations As dull as they were They still kept us up at night Girl, will you carry the mantle Will you carry my burdens through Will you live in shame at my mistakes Or will you make the same ones too I'll be to you What the outside is to the comfort of your room I'll be to you All we know to all we never knew The timing was irrelevant The signals were everywhere I've just learned to forget them Weren't you always good at that
7.
This is a coming home It's a reason This is everything and more I caught your sentiments You were doing wrong You called me everything I strung you up in song You found yourself fighting a corner in envy All I'll ask is that you just remember Without the ghosts of looking back Painting it differently It might be tempting but I'm attempting to be more than myself before This is me moving home Forgetting this Words aren't always enough I vowed to leave it You were doing wrong I thought the distance would do it I still see you in song Are you coming I'm leaving
8.
Why can't you just face it Every word is calculated An extra layer of skin for safety I'll take you to task on it As always your reasoning is faltering A quick escape, more talk with no meaning You're beginning to grate on me There are lessons yet to learn I wish I could fake it but that still escapes me You reach out and ask how I'm doing I'll get back to you on it As always my reasoning is faltering A quick escape, more talk with no meaning Am I beginning to grate on you There are lessons yet to learn This is the time that we spoke about Said we'd die if it ever came This is the time that we spoke of Thought that it would never come
9.
Wreckless 02:20
You fix you shirt You straighten up down the river bank Hoping we don't get found out God willing You say you feel it streaming Laugh it off We assess the scene and everything that we're feeling Are you asking me for anything or nothing at all It was good when it was, while it was Until it wasn't We didn't have to be so reckless We didn't have to cause a scene We didn't need to make a mess of it We didn't need to up and leave
10.
Knee Tattoo 05:15
I expected more when I thought I saw you An illusion shattered by a knee tattoo Needles were never kind to you I thought I'd be crushed but I was just curious Though I can't lie Thoughts of a Summer like no other It took me back to when my senses were lost I came back from it swinging In time I'll forget your name There's a numbness bound to be found it When it does I'll be ready with shovel in ground You can carry on singing your song Had you really thought that I would haunt you I wasn't vacant but you weren't too We took a chance when we had to choose An end to silence or eternal blues Though I can't like Back in a Summer like no other It was a time before an innocence lost I came back from it swinging In time I'll forget your name There's a numbness bound to be found it When it does I'll be ready with shovel in ground You can carry on singing your song

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Mostly written and recorded over email sporadically from 2020 - 2022.

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released February 14, 2024

Paul: Drum programming, guitar, keys, production, artwork
Liam: Guitar, bass, vocals

Artwork by Kane Storr

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Porcelain Sheffield, UK

Paul Gordon
Liam James Marsh

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